Few things. We'll start with the funny stuff get into the seriously bullshit, and then to the sad shit.
So the happy stuff first
So my dad took the car to take my mom out for her birthday, and I had to drive the giant 15-year-old astro van to work.
While driving this giant pedo-ish looking vehicle I decided to play "sex and drugs" by Hyper Crush....
... I just question: why did all the children run away?
A conversation between me and my best bro about beach day! (A day where you skip school to go to the beach because it's the first Friday of June)
Shawn: Oh yeah I'm going to skip for Beach day.
Me: Yeah I am too, but I'm going to go fishing.
Shawn: FISHING?! REALLY?! FISHING?!
Me: JUST LET ME BE WHO I AM SHAWN!!!!
Now into serious crap.
I am stressing out because I have a 2000 word essay due tomorrow with only 300 words written. FUCK.
Now sad stuff.
This is a conversation between me and a guy I work with
Guy: So are you going to prom?
Guy: Did you have a prom date?
Guy: Why not?!
Me: Well no one likes me.
Me: Cause I'm weird and nerdy and not a lot of guys like that.
Guy: ... Some guys like that.
Me: Some guys, but usually not the right ones...
Guy: I know a lot of guys at my school who would, instead of the prep ones who go to your school.
Me: ... Well... That's your school.
The thing is, no one likes me. I might look pretty in all my photo's but I had a few years where I looked BAD, like I looked really ugly.
Not that it's a bad thing because that allowed me to develop my personality, I have this really weird out-of-the-box personality.
But now it's like... What I said was "I'm weird and nerdy and not a lot of guys like that"
What I meant was: I'm weird and ugly and the fact that I'm a LITTLE cute now does NOT weigh out the fact that I'm weird and nerdy.
I'm not a 'pretty' or 'beautiful' nerdy girl, I'm not someone who someone else dates.
The most attention I get from any guys is either 'friendzone' which I don't mind, I love ALL of my guy friends.
Or... I get the 'fuck buddy zone,' which I know some people don't even get that.
But It's like... Can I just be something MORE for ONCE instead of just... that?
On another notes, I have tumblr now.
messyaseff, and if you follow me I follow back :/